HAHHAHAH THIS IS FREAKING FUNNY........ so today when we were at beks place, we were talking about steven lim. so feeling veryyy bored, i went online to www.stevenlim.net and......

HE WROTE A BOOK.......

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HAHAHHA FUCKING JOKE LAH HE. HAHHAHAHAHA.... LIKE HE IS SOOOOOO GOOD HE CAN TEACH GUYS HOW NOT TO TAKE CONTROL OF THEIR ORGASM..... HAHAHHAAAA. JOKER.

today i saw an andro kinda girl on the bus. actually i think shes a butch. im not so sure... wait.. ah. anyway.

cartier watch. tiffany ring. gucci hp strap. gucci belt. ax shirt. lv card holder. nice hair. very short. but damn, she looked good.

so happy to see bev this morning. havent seen her for about a month. poor girl looked so stressed!

saw beks too! after a week. hope you're feeling better my dear.

im thinking of taking time off from work for a month. but i know cash and tommy wont be too happy. infact i am sure they will be unhappy about it.... agh. btw, cash is the name of my asst store manager. dont ask me why cash. i think its a funny name too.

bubbles on my finger reacting again. BAHH.

i need to lose weight........... i need to start exercising...................... i need to stop spending money.......

passerby, thank you for the concern. and somehow i think you're someone i know? yes?? hrrrm.

i love the girls. although they are getting quite naughty.

i really dont wanna shift out. my room is my comfort zone. can we not shift out please. i will murder him soon. i hope i have to guts to. ha ha.

in the stateeeee of my intoxicated mind, thingss spinning and all. i remember.

sorry my middle name isnt...... HAHHAHAHA.

fuckk i just got home.

still quite intoxicated....... things a blur. im checking my gmail. yayy i thank god for ivan and bev..

happy birthday pimp daddy jacob...............

the two bottles opened at rouge between the ten people. gosh.....................

enough.......... bed time! YEEEHAH!

i am the ultimate pro.
i just got home.

and ive got work in less than 3 hours time.
and im working full today.

and where am i going after work?
chinablack cos its jacob's birthday.

and im working tomorrow too! gosh. save me.

fuck. little blister-like bubbles appearing on the side of my right hand and alot more on my right hand.

it always happens whenever i have too much alcohol. fuckk. and its damn itchy..

i cannot stand people who pick fights on the dance floor.
dirty my shoes only. dammit.
and i cannot stand people who squeeeeze in to stand at the corner with their entire group of friends.
so irritating.

i went to zouk last night and i lost my pack of cigs.
DAMMIT. somemore now cigs so ex. AGHHHH.

its not a birthday custom you know.

rain rain rain rain............

so the funniest thing just happened just now.

i met my sister near her office.. at milennia walk. and then suddenly i saw my friend.
my friend and i exchanged a couple of words, before he asked my sister where is the fastest place to get a cab. so they were both checking each other out. and........ so my friend thinks that my sister is hot and gorgeous. and my sister thinks that my friend is hot.... and very cute. hahahaha. cant believe it doode.

so im at kimseng now. going downstairs for awhile later. which is zouk! hahaha. and on friday we're clubbing again cos cat wants to! and on saturday we are going to chinablack cos its the pimpdaddy's birthday!! haha. shit been ages since i clubbed so many times in a week. but nothing can beat the intoxicated last week of 2004 i had.

party on the 14th march. r&b and top40s assured all night.
jugs going at only $15 and all bottles at a promotion price of $128 nett.
cover charge at $15, inclusive of one drink.
gotham penthouse, one of the hottest and posh night spots in town.
sms me? 94359602

so its 3am and i was feeling super hungry.
i thought of the mandarin oranges in the kitchen.

so i went to the kitchen, peeled the orange just so that my room wont have the orange skin smell later. SO IM SUPPOSED TO PEEL THE SKIN, THROW IT AWAY AND EAT THE REST RIGHT.

i stupidly threw away the oranges, brought the skin to my room and went.. AYE?

agh!!!! one orange wasted! haha.

haha.. my sis HAS to buy tasha a "party" dress for childrens day this year because tash made my sis promise her that she will be wearing a PARTY dress this year because last year, tasha was so upset after her childrens day celebration that she went home to cry. WHY???

because ALLLL the other girls in her class wore one of those horrible frilly party dresses. and tash was in her levis jeans and juicy couture top. i want to tell her so badly that.. hello tash. just dont care about them.. cos what you have on you is WAYYY nicer. and a party dress? noooooo. please.

eeee, the thought of tash in one of those awful looking frilly pompom-like dresses is so scary. so being the nice aunt that i am.. i am going to start my search for the nicest party dress. i will get her a pretty (AS PLAIN AS POSSIBLE) party dress for that vain little princess of mine. but still.. tash........ please, stick with the juicycouture and levis. pretty please baby?

God's gift. 

my beautiful lil bridesmaid. not a bride, cos whoever wants to marry her must get thru her mom and i! ha ha. lovely tash princess. 

cinderella. my cute lil cinderella in that cute lil blue gown. kai baby. 

just got home from geylang! no actually before i came home, i went on a ride around singapore. from geylang to toapayoh.. then jurong west.. jurong east.. then home! and it was super cool cos darren has this GPS (or wait.. is it GTS?) anyway its this global tracking thingy. so he inserts the programme into his pda, and then programme it to where he wants to go.. and the programme will guide us.. tell us when to turn.. keep left.. slow down.. etc etc. i was so amazed..

on the other hand, i just found out that another 2 of my favourite people in the shop are gonna leave. :( darren is leaving.. no one to call me a bitch anymore.. and no one to talk about saggy asses and all.. and xiuli is leaving too.. no more smoking buddy and bitching buddy already. sigh.

supper wasnt great. the food isnt as good as it was supposed to be.

watched white chicks with the girls just now. they were playing dress up. wearing a bridal gown and a cinderella gown. miss them already.. sigh. feel quite bad cos instead of spending time with them, i took a 2 hour nap after dinner.. and when i woke up, it was almost their bedtime.

bro in law : eyy you got fag?
me : no.. damn ex lah. $11 leh.
bro in law : dont bluff.. we saw a lighter in your bag.
me : im serious.. go check lah.. no fag today.
sis and bro in law : quit lah. we're trying to quit.. now too expensive to smoke.

its amazing how well my sister knows me. her simple messages can always move me to tears. sigh. putting pride aside is a damn hard thing to do. my sis learnt it the hard way. just look at danny and leong. sigh. ahhhh jie, i love you. and whyy do you know me so well...... agh, we're too similar. are we?

i pray that someone will explain to me why my heart aches when im looking thru the pics in my com.

i finished work at 12.15 today. gosh. i worked closing shift. usually its only like nine hours. today, freaking eleven! cos there was some mistakes so we had to like recount alllllllll the forms and search for some stupid phone's imei ONE BY ONE.

and after work i met lester to cycle! ha ha ha. or rather i stole his bike and cycled all around the interchange.. and no matter what i do, i CANNOT cycle in a straight line.

today at work, my bad my bad...... i was THIS close to topping up $100 for some stupid trade in mistake. but thank goodness for the nice nice people at work who 'bailed' me out. so... yayy.

i received a damn nice message this morning that made me smile when i woke up at 12. it totally made my afternoon. :)

i dont know whether the entries(perhaps some) in your blog(s) are for me.

is it always about me all the time? its all always about me having a problem with this, a problem with that. so its just me all the time and not anyone else. and no one is to be blamed for anything because its just me, as usual. me degrading myself. me expecting. you all mean a great deal to me. and please dont think that i am having this easypeasy. i am not having alot of fun trying to sort out my thoughts and getting those damned tears away.

tomorrow, ive got farewell supper with the m1 people @ geylang. god knows what we will be doing after that. sigh. so sad. :( can all the nice nice people please stay. patrick dont leave us! no one to say "never mind, do what you like lah.. since i -teng- you.".... randy dont go to town! town is evil! and no one to disturb me and hit my head already...... alan dont go to town! its bad for you. too many cute girls already and none are married. so cannot have affairs. ha ha ha. and no one to teach me hokkien anymore.... simon dont go to town too! i am going to eat town up. grr. no one to make coffee for me and speak to me in hainanese already....... sigh.

rebel.

going to the girls place tomorrow. cant wait.

slept for 2 hours the night before, and slept for only 3 hours last night.

zouk last night was super impromptu.
prolly a little too much alcohol. but it wasnt my fault. try standing next to emmett during a game of fiveten. he is the ultimate pro. the beer. the baileys. the chivas greentea. the vodka ribena. the vodka orange. i think enough alcohol consumption for the entire month of feb. AND HELLOOOO I WASNT DRUNK AS MENTIONED IN AIWEI'S BLOG. CAT CAN ATTEST TO THAT SINCE SHE HAS SEEN MY DRUNK MOMENTS!!! so ladies, shall we shall we shall we again? wednesday or friday. or both. its my term break! :)

how can i be so fucking contradictory? last night i was both happy and upset. i can be crying one min, laughing the other. i am such a bitch i swear.

my entire body is aching.

i miss the girls. sigh. the last time i saw them was a week ago.

the different lifestyles i have, what am i doing?

slept for 2 hours the night before, and slept for only 3 hours last night.

zouk last night was super impromptu.
prolly a little too much alcohol. but it wasnt my fault. try standing next to emmett during a game of fiveten. he is the ultimate pro. the beer. the baileys. the chivas greentea. the vodka ribena. the vodka orange. i think enough alcohol consumption for the entire month of feb. AND HELLOOOO I WASNT DRUNK AS MENTIONED IN AIWEI'S BLOG. CAT CAN ATTEST TO THAT SINCE SHE HAS SEEN MY DRUNK MOMENTS!!! so ladies, shall we shall we shall we again? wednesday or friday. or both. its my term break! :)

how can i be so fucking contradictory? last night i was both happy and upset. i can be crying one min, laughing the other. i am such a bitch i swear.

my entire body is aching.

i miss the girls. sigh. the last time i saw them was a week ago.

the different lifestyles i have, what am i doing?

so we were in the backseat of the car........

AND BEKS TOTALLY KNEE-ED MY NOSE LAH!!!!!

naughty naughty naughty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so sure i will have a purple nose tomorrow!

SLEEEEEPYYYYYY. and i slept at like 4 plus last night and woke up today at 2pm...................

sleeping is my new hobby.

cranky.
i want to eat oranges.... and stingray.

my cough has been quite bad lately.
i can be coughing for one minute, and the next thing i know is im puking out my lunch/dinner. and no, i do not have an eating disorder cos if i did i wont be so fat already.

my mom is so funny. so earlier on in the afternoon when i was about to sleep.. she came into my room.

you're not going out? then later your dinner you buy yourself ah.
i dunno yet.. no plans yet..
you dont bring guys home already ah. one day your father sure scold u.
what guys..
the mambo one that came recently, the handsome classmate, the church one that help us bring the rubbish down and the one that came to collect your things.. you want come ask them to come in groups..
SO YOU WANT ME TO BRING GROUPS OF GUYS HOME???? i bring butches, you question my sexuality. i bring guys, you want me to bring GROUPS????
*laughs. no.. i mean like groups of friends. not all guys..

then she walks out. ha ha ha.

AHHH NO MC!!!!!!!

so i came home at about 2.... slept at about 3.....
and promised myself that i am going to wake up at 6pm just so that i can go to town to meet cat, kelly and wai. but NOOO. i vaugely remember the alarm clock going off at about 6pm.. so i switched it off and told myself.. "i will wake up in 5-10 mins time.." but NOOO. and becos i had plans, i woke up to like 10 missed calls and 9 messages. ANDDD i just woke up.... now i have superr screwed up sleeping hours......

AND IM STARVING.....

i feel like i just woke up in the morning or something.

actually im still kinda sleeping and the purple bedsheets still look quite enticing..

okie the earlier post was an outburst.

so after i FINALLY finished my project which i got 73..... i took a 30 minutes nap lying face down on my very enticing bed. hahaha. and then my mom FORCED me to wake up even when i told her countless times that i am taking a cab to school.

so still in a daze, i went to the taxi stand opp my place... and there was such a long queue lah. after calling like 4634634 taxi companies, i realised that every singaporean is prolly also rushing to work/school. so i went to macs (AGAIN) to continue doing my work. ha ha ha.

and when i was walking to the taxi stand (AGAIN) i saw jiejie jen! haha so i shared a cab with her.

and now i have 2 hours to complete a 800 word essay on postmodernism. amen.

fuck. my hands and legs are trembling........ fuck. it always happens when i get scared or something.......

its almost 7...
and i usually leave my house at 745 to reach school on time.
how to finish my essay i ask you? fuck lah......

and i cant draw now cos my hands are trembling. and my heart is beating damn fast...........

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i want to cry already lah..... aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

im on my 7th..........................

daphne get tigger away from your sight and stop turning right because that is where your lovely enticing purple bed is...........

ONE MORE ONE MORE ONE MORE.......... no actually one and a half more.... but.... ONE MORE sounds nicer.

i havent felt so hardworking in MONTHS.
proves how much ive been slacking...........

daphne go go go go go!!!!!!!! AND DONT SLEEP!

hello! can you talk to me please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im falling asleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and my essay is STILL untouched because i am STILLLL doing my postcard series for visual studies.............................

my bed never looked so tempting........................ helloooooo tigger............... i havent hugged you in FOURTEEN hours. i miss you tigger........

i am saving my last can of nescafe mocha for later. cos if i consume it now, i will be coffee-less later! and i dont know how to brew coffee.. and my mom is asleep...... so endure daphne! NOOO DONT TOUCH MOCHAA...

shit im cranky....... and i have a sudden crave for PLASTER PRATA from jalankayu............................

gosh my purple sheets never looked so enticing. even with all my clothes and books on it. i am sure i can find a slot to slot myself into it......... and sleep for 2 hours.......................... gosh. sounds like bliss. but its not happening daphne...... no no no no....... OKAYYYYYYY.

i can just fall asleep on my desk............

lime green with a pink dragonfly* [daphlim@gmail.com] says:
okie.. still dont sleep.. tomorrow when i running for my bus im sure i will see a cab waiting for u..
lime green with a pink dragonfly* [daphlim@gmail.com] says:
hahah
Intox B says:
i can't tell my future but i can almost predict my mornings chun-chun
lime green with a pink dragonfly* [daphlim@gmail.com] says:
hahah. wake up.. OH NO LATE. call cab..
Intox B says:
no, it's usually shit.... late.... but so what? another 5minutes.... dial 65521111... fuck.... can't get a cab.... frustrated....
Intox B says:
try 65522222.....sorry no taxi is available at this moment... try 6363 888 .... same shit, different day
lime green with a pink dragonfly* [daphlim@gmail.com] says:
hahahhaha... i bet those are the numbers on ur speed dial...
Intox B says:
i can dial those numbers while putting on my bra or when blowing my hair. don't pray-pray

HAHAHAHA.... my cousin is so funny. shes always late for work.. so sometimes when i am rushing for my bus, i will see a cab waiting at the lift lobby. and usually its for her. cos the next person that runs outta the lift is usually her. haha..

hello coffee! wake me up!

i found a new place to do my school work since i CANNOT concentrate at home.

bukit panjang's macdonalds!!!! its bright. quiet. and has nice cushion seats!!!!! the only bad thing? they play chinese radio station there. so what does this mean? this means that i NEED an ipod shuffle so that i can listen to my favourite songs and do my school work at the same time in a condusive place!!!!! YES????? :)

i have an essay on postmodernism that is due in less than 12 hours time.
and ive not even started on it.
i pray that the nescafe mocha will work tonight. and i pray that it will not give me a tummyache.

i am so upset. 7/11 opp my place has ran outta stocks for my favourite strawberry pocky.

just got home. :)

valentines date with the ditzys! pizzas, horrible vcd 'marathon'.. jam brake.. railway mall... and ending it off with a round of prayers!

its valentines day..

so everyone, spread the love. the love the love.

last night was at junia's place with cain and jerlyn.. quite funny. we were asked the question.. ultimately no matter how a girl proclaims that valentine's day is super overrated.. she will still want to receive the usual...... flowers, chocolates...... and edible underwear..heh heh heh. no idea where that came about. =]

i have SO MUCH work to do in the next few days. DAMMIT. serves me right for slacking for the past 6 weeks. maybe i should just quit school. it will make things alot easier? yes? and it doesnt help that ive got a onehellofabitch lecturer for my media art. which is crap. or maybe she just doesnt like me? yah i think she just doesnt like me. fucking hell i have MCs when im absent bitch. GRRRRR.

and i reallllly want the ipod shuffle. today in class, i was checking it online with calvin. then i went to the screen and said.. "helloo baby.. babyy i will get u soon ogay" haha. dont know what i was doing too. agh. cranky.

gonna take a SHORT nap now...

just got home.........

finally im done with my mediaart project. or rather, i think. cos i cant possibly find a printer at 12am right? so i am gonna wake up early tomorrow to print my stuff at the place opp school.

i want a ipod shuffle.

and i am sleeeepy.
and sick. :(

im sorry, but i cant live up to your fucking expectations. and i am so tired of planning stuff at the expense of your mood.

friday night was good. i finally met up with jesse. bitched bitched bitched. now we alllll see a similarity. bastards.

yesterday i had my mom's side family gathering at upper eastcoast. and then....... we passed by eastwoods. and neptune courts. :(

hrrm. still pondering on the cocolatte hairshow at the end of this month. it sounds like fun. but the whole retro theme is abit too much to bear. and i really dont wanna have "funky" hair colors anymore..

and i dont see myself sleeping tonight. and the night after, and the night after...... blahblahblah.

the girls! :) god's gift to us. 

check out the partnerincrime's super red and mabok face...... hahaha. 

just got home... super sleepy.

lets see, my super heavy necklace was the subject of conversation for alot of people today..... growls.

and did i mention that im super sleepy.

and where is my weekend flying to? goshh.

just got home! intoxicated no more! :)

lets see...... went to my sisters place to bai nian. such a joy to see the girls as always. i call them, God's gift to us. tasha's murturity plus kai's cuteness. total bliss.

afterwhich, went to bai nian at cat's place.. haha. bai nian and drink baileys on the rocks eyy. after which.. we went downstairs.. somewhere nearby......... zouk. ha ha ha.

quite fun tonight even though we were seated most of the time. the $30 bucks paid for the 7 shots, 3 housepours and 1 martini. zouk was SOOO packed today. blahh!

poor ed and beks had to tolerate a slighty intoxicated daphne once i got into the car. i talked non stop from zouk all the way till mount emily. heh.

afterwhich was a singing/talking session at errr. bukit panjang bus interchange, under the stars.

so when i met irene earlier on, she told me this year tiger year people must wear red and white for good luck. and i remember reading somewhere that wearing red undergarments on newyear will give one good luck. so today, i wore a red/white top.. matched with red/white shoes and of cos a red/white handbag! :) hahaha.

now i am intoxicated no more. but very sleepy!

FUCKING ASSHOLE MAKING A FOOL OUTTA YOURSELF. JUST SHUT YOUR MOTHERFUCKING TRAP AND LEAVE US PLEASE. PLEASE SPARE US FROM THIS MISERY. GET LOST. JUST GET LOST AND GO AWAY.

just got home.. somehow im super awake!

went to holland vee with the ditzys just now! more pictures to add to the ditzys collection eyy. heh. and then came home.. went to the nursery near my place with my mom to check out the flowers and all. but they're super over priced lah! wahlao..

so anyway it was quite a good walk with my mom.. :)

and then edwin came to pick me up and we went to chinatown with bk and wk! i was totally tortured during the car ride. they are horrid people. ha ha. im kidding..

anyway chinatown was so packed. i got pushed like a thousand times. (gosh that silver bitch) AND THERE WAS THIS STAGE WHERE THEY HAD GIRLS IN SMALL TEENY WEEENY TANK TOPS AND WHAT I WOULD CALL BOY SHORTS UNDIES DANCING (LANCING LANCING) TO FREAKING LOUD TECHNO.. YO AH YO AH YO. that sure did crack me up. it was such a funny sight. then you have all the middle aged men gathering around the stage trying to lance lance. and i bought 3 fans and a pack of 100 sparklers!! :) for only ten bucks!

so it was newton after that. gong gong gong gong. stupid gonggong joke again. both from edwins. first time was edwin teo, now its edwin wee. uncle fish said.. "if ure not happy with the food.. just bang the table.. i bang.. u bang.. then dont pay.. not happy with it dont pay.." haha. and i sat through a car wash! gosh the last time i sat through a car ride was when i was a litttttle girl and i was in my sister's ex bf's car.. and i cried throughout the whole thing cos i thought it was a machine that was gonna eat me up!. ha ha ha.

anyway gong xi fa cai! :) lets just hope tomorrow will be a better day.

theres this god of fortune person that just knocked on my door...... damn funny..........

i opened the door and saw the fat figure decked in the ugly red costume and i started laughing.

--------------------------------oh yayyyy screw off u asshole.

fuck you bastard.
can you just stop spoiling things for us and let us have a peaceful reunion dinner. reunion or no reunion. just fuck off and go away. please. just shut up and leave if you dont wanna have reunion dinner with us. dont make me hate you. i pray that i didnt get to inherit any of your traits. which is something that scares me quite often. agh. and i think i already have inherited your traits. fuck.

danny korkor, last night i dreamt that you came back on chinese new year. it was meant to be a surprise and the first thing i did was run to you and give you a big hug. i miss you............ i wish you were here to tolerate the crap with me.

OH MY GOODNESS THIS IS NOT HAPPENING ON THE EVE OF CHINESE NEW YEAR............

TOMMY AND MERVYN PLEASEEEE TELL ME THAT YOU'RE KIDDING.... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE... PWWWEEEAAASSSSEEEE.

my very clever area manager FORGOT to sign our timesheets and he just realised it this morning! when it was supposed to be submitted by the 3rd feb!!! and now finance dept is closed becos of the freaking new year............. so what does this mean?

this means that daphne will not be getting her pay on the 15th!!!!!! and that means that i will be VERYYY broke and i will probably have to survive on my angbao money becos i dont like the idea of taking money from my parents anymore.

wahlao eh still make me so happy that i can go shopping after the 15th.... see lah. feb no need to buy shoes already lah. jan bought one pair already. never mind march can buy 2 pairs!

aghh!!!!

and the frog goes.. GECKO...... shit im damn lame. 

we were supposed to give the "horny/cheeko" look.. and we were taking this when edwin the carpark guy was driving.. so beks went.. lets take a picture!! hahaha. and check out our .... look. ha ha ha. jokers. 

branny and i at the voiddeck of block 5 toh yi drive!!!!! 

wahh tonight was like meeting everyone night.

met laurence, jacob and brandon at bukitpanjang.. then proceeded to bukittimah to play pool. whereby i spent an hour watching the 9pm drama show and reading the latest issue of lime.

and then i went to brannny's house! so touched to see the picture of me and her infront of her com. hahaha bran i know u love me right. hahaha and i love you too cos you're always so nice to hear me whine!

and then i met up with the ditzys and edwin, THE CARPARK GUY.... for the boonlay POWER nasilemak which really isnt very powerful... and then i sorta met up with jonathan there so that edwin and him can meet and they can do the aussie thing together! ha ha ha.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT....... I DROVE AROUND MY ESTATE TODAY......... JUST LIKE HALF AN HOUR AGO........... LIKE THREE ROUNDS!!!! WAIT OR IS IT FOUR? BUT ITS DAMN FUN!!!!!!! WHEEEEE. AND I ALMOST WENT INTO THE BUSHES.... BUT WAIT........ DRIVING IS SO FUN!!!!!!!

moe, please dont go to japan... please please please please please. PWWWEEEAASSSE.

you know how sometimes you suddenly get this idunnowhatthehellimdoing kinda feeling.

as in you just lie down and start reflecting on your life.
and then you dont even know why/what you're living for.
and you know even know why you do the things you do.
why do you not do the things you're supposed to do.
what is your purpose in your actions.

etc etc etc....

this feeling sucks.

FUCK LAH I AM JUST GONNA QUIT SCHOOL AND GO FLY KITES EVERYDAY................

AGHHHHHHHH.

agh fuck, danny wont be coming back in april anymore. becos the friend that he was supposed to live with is going to japan for 6 months in march. agh dammit.

is she a bitch, or is she a bitch? see, she adds on to the reason why i believe that everyone is getting married to get divored.

i was just talking to ivan the other day..
"so hows marriage?"
okay lah... i lost something though.
"your virginity? haha"
no lah! a seven letter word. freedom....

eww.

gosh. has it been 8 months already?! 

the ditzys at this REALLLLLY deserted place.. 

such a lovely picture. and i love the three ladies here! :) kyra looks so much like her dad here.. and tash looks so pretty! and my mom looks quite happy! check out her funky new hair do! :) 

i think all 4 of my wisdom teeth are coming out. but its not making me any wiser! and its starting to hurt a litttttle. dammit! and i think i might need to wear braces AGAIN becos my teeth are getting crooked again. (and hell yah like me.) cos ive not been wearing my retainers. blah!

amazing love, how can it be?
that you my King would die for me.
amazing love, i know its true.
and its my joy to honour You.
in all i do.. i honour You.

its a damn nice feeling to wake up to 2 girls kissing your cheeks. i had tash and kai on each side this morning when my mom made them wake me up.. they jumped on me and kissed my cheeks. such lovely angels. :) then the 2 girls started playing this tickling game. tash will go.. "kaii.. can you tickle me?" then tash will start giggling and screaming.. then kaii will go.. "jie jie tickle kai kai please..".. and then even before tash touches kai, kai will be screaming. haha.

last night, the small kids working at westmall's kfc stole our DUMMY PHONES from the showcase. wth? is it damn cool to like steal a DUMMY phone? dammit??

i wanna cut my hair short!! i wanna cut my hair short short short. can i do an undershave pleaseee. pweeease. no brazilian. just an undershave will do. :)

should i get another line just for messaging and a line just for calls?.... but the thought of carrying 2 phones around is so bah!

yayy im going to chinatown on tuesday night with the mambo people! and its mambo night on wednesday yes? and the ditzys are going out on thurs night!! right? and on friday im meeting jessy to catch up and talktalktalk!! yayy! and on saturday im going to beks place in the afternoon!! and its the gathering for my fav side of the family after that! yayyyy! :) lets just hope all the excitement stays........... and you know what the worst thing is outta all these excitement? I HAVE NO NEW CLOTHES FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

just got home.. and realised that the girls are staying over tonight cos its my sister's d&d tonight!

i didnt know a matrix was so spacious to be able to fit in 5 guys and a girl. seriously. and it wasnt even squeezy at all! well at least not for me.. haha.

brekos has the best beefpatty. gosh!

i started the morning crying. no actually not exactly. just that my dad decided to pick a quarrel with me this morning before i left for work. which resulted in me walking to the bus stop crying. i think i must have looked like an emo disaster.

thank goodness today i was veryy lucky to serve this veryyy nice customer. he made my day. as in i was in such a horrid mood but after serving him and his very funny gf.. i felt alot better. they were super funny lah. and very nice..

at times, i feel so tired being me. i dunno. the whole stupid art theory thing got me thinking so much. and many many many things. dammit. i hate thinking. thinking gets me emo.

"no, i wont get married. people get married to get divored. so i'd rather save the hassle."
daph stop being so cynical. you are only 18! and.. you know great guys like us what. haha.
"stop it ed... knowing people like you and melvin really doesnt help. ha im kidding."

what chinese new year? what new year?...

just got home...

i baked pineapple tarts today!!!!! for the first time ever.... went to beks house to bake with beks and edwin (wee)! quite funny. flour fight.

and then i went to my aunt's place.. saw edwin (teo) and he was so nice to try and explain postmodernism to me. and also ed, being mister nice oh so funny ed.. tasted my tarts and pretended to choke. whats new doode. caught up with my cousin too. quite fun. now my mom has DAMN funky hair. she has like bangs and her back is all spiked up. woohoo. even funkier than me man. mine isnt even funky to begin with. anyway.... yah and then kelvyn came. he is still as stoned as ever..

"so how was your trip?"
okay loh. everyday do nothing but slack.
"what? why never do sports.. watersports all that?"
have.. sex lah. hahahha. oops.
"excuse me, im only 18. can we stop this conversation?"

and yah. still as hot as ever lah.... totally. :) woosh.

after that was the ditzys talk.. alot of it are still running thru my brain. so many things im so confused? agh. anyway yah.

i was so close to cutting my hair short, but decided to keep my hair long instead to usher in the new year. i almost had a bowl haircut. dont ask me what is a bowl haircut. i dont know either. i know what is a pineapple haircut. its total cuteness. ha ha ha ha.

i dont know what im living for.

this is insane.................

im supposed to be off tomorrow.
how come im put closing shift and i dont even know anything about it??? agh fuck.

i just received the funniest mms.

i love receiving mms. can u send me a mms please? now that m1 has free mms if u send them from 5pm - 8pm daily. from now till 28th feb.

so lets start mms-ing! its so fun! haha.

and im still sleepy. but its time to clear my room.

i think i have a serious sleeping problem.. so i woke up around 2pm today.
and just now, at about 4pm.. i took a nap and i juse woke up!

and you know what? im still feeling sleepy!

i think all i really want for my 19th birthday is a cartier pasha. its totally gorgeous. was just checking it online. ahhhh! okay if i cant get the pasha, i really wouldnt mind a tag heuer monaco. its equally gorgeous. and these 2 watches are both men's! haha.

was looking through my album of old pictures.. i somehow miss having green hair quite alot! i miss coloring my hair all the time! now i just have ugly bleached hair together with black hair. :( perhaps i should just do the hair show in end feb.. so that i can have a new hair color for free! haha.

anyway yesterday during art theory, we were all supposed to address an issue that is "bothering" us. quite interesting to see what kinda "issues" my classmates have.

and did you know that we are driven by our sexual nature?
and humans are just sexual animals.
sigmund freud said all these. hrrm. interesting.

we all try to be someone else, but ourselves. and all we want to be, is an image we see in the box. as society develops, we are becoming emptier. modern life is a life of image, its a life of superficiality. superficial meaning - empty, meaningless. your image defines your identity. yes?

sometimes art theory is quite interesting. (minus those dirty jokes.. provacative comments and all.)

got home at 3am yesterday.. i think my mom must have thought that i went clubbing or sth. but no i wasnt! was at newton and holland.. quite interesting to talk to lester and edwin on the topic of girls. and men cheating.. ha.

went to beks house yesterday for dinner! and we recorded a damn funny song. hahha.

i need a hair cut!

im still sleepy even after 11 hours of sleep!

is it just me or has the weather been veryyy hot lately.

makes me wanna chop off my hair! anyway thank god for edwin cos if he didnt come over last night, i would probably not even start on my i/d project.

i have outdoor drawing class on thursday and friday. will be going to rafflesplace to draw........ and we were given consent forms..... i kinda miss the st margs consent form.

i kinda miss st margs. the airy uniform...... the many ways of changing without going to the washroom. the zips.. the upskirts.. the deep pocket.. the fake tie.. everything. :)

the poor 3-legged lizard i saw in school today. 

hahaha. just had the funniest checkers night with beks and nina. the singing... gosh!

anyway..... im off to design a m1 poster. all heart, all smiles.. yikes!

im a littttttle bit irritated.
its my day off and they want me to go back to the shop, to take pictures for the poster design competition. oh yah, and i designed the poster... and they are gonna pass it off as some full time staff's creation cos im only temp and its supposed to be done by the full timers.

agh.

i just broke my nail while trying to remove my watch. dammit!

vibra-toetoetoe. ha ha ha.